HaLlOwEeN!!!!

whoo i cant wait! i wanna dress up so bad! friday we are going to aarons sisters for a halloween party there and then halloween night we are just going to party hop and just have fun with everyone i cant wait! anyways... my boss and his wife had another baby so the last two days i have picked their two kids up from school and the first day i took them to dance and to karate and then yesterday i took them to boondocks. it was fun we were there for three hours. my boss handed me $100 and said let them go crazy ha ha well needless to say they did! it was fun. when i picked branson up it was funny this was our conversation:
me: buddy are you excited to dress up as a transformer next week and go trick or treating?
Branson: ya but i am more excited for all the candy i get!
me: ya i bet candy is way good huh!
Branson: ya it is better than crackers!
ha ha he is so funny and cute i love him! he is barley four and says the funniest stuff all the time. After i dropped them off at home i went to aarons to pick him up so that we could go to dinner and a movie. we went to TGIF and i got the BEST blackened chicken alfredo EVER!! then we went and saw the invention of lying and it was pretty funny. i just kept thinking to myself how would it be if life was really like that?! crazy!!
hmm well im at work and it is really boring cant wait till three when i get to go home and do errands that i havent got to do all week cause i have worked everyday!

i cant wait!

my cousin and best friend got back in town last friday but we both have been so busy i havnt got to see her yet. well tonight me and arron are going to dinner with her and seth so she can met aaron and we can all hang out and see each other it will be so fun i am excited!! i missed my erika ha ha ha

rainy day

so i am sitting at work and staring out the window thinking that i might actually be liking this weather i didnt think that i would like it to much cause i dont really dig the cold to much, but i kinda am excited. i get to pull out all my long sleeves and jackets and its fun cause i havent woren them forever so its like they are brand new cause lots of people havent seen me wear them. aaron is all excited cause he is oppsesed with winter cause he loves to go snowmobilling its like one of his biggest pasions. well anyways last night we went and saw the movie love happens... gay gay gay i thought it was so retarted i couldnt sit still and i just wanted to walk out a bunch of times but didnt cause i hoped that it would get better but it didnt...

PARTY

last night i went to my friends birthday party and it was really fun i saw lots of people that i havent seen it forever so that was really cool me and aaron got there around 11 or so and stayed till 1:30 which ha is when the cops showed up and then finally moved one of their cars that was blocking mine! it was crazy a bunch of people were talking in the kitchen and then all the suden a couple guys slammed the door to the garage and a bunch of guys started yelling " shut up the cops are here!" well it got quite all of a sudden and then load again. probably not even 10 min later a fight broke out right freakin next to me!! i didnt even realize what was going on at first i just got pushed and shoved out of the way and i went to the other side of the room.. well i was in the front room when all the sudden there is a flashlight in my freakin eyes through the window!! so i moved and some one said "if anyone is paked illegally go move your car!" ha well i parked on the wrong side so of course i went out to move it and then the cops started asking me a bunch of questions awesome... they asked if i had a sober driver... ok first of all i hadnt been drinking what soever and i had heals on that i had been wearing all day so my feet were hurting so i was walking weird ha i thought it was funny they asked that though so i told them i hadnt been dring it was just my shoes they were killing me. then i went and got aaron and people started to leave so thats when we tried to leae but had to wait forever so they would move their car.... story of the night ha he party was fun though and it was a first for me to be somewhere when police came to break it up oh and aaron suprised me by saying he thinks he is falling in love with me... awesome i dont even know what to say to that. i mean i like him dont get me wrong but seriously? we havent even been dating for that long!

uggghh

ok so remember when i said i make my dating life way more complicated than i should?? ha well its the truth.. let me give you an insight to what i mean... i have been dating this guy since begining of december but it was never serious i guess you could say.. well we talked every day atleast three times a day and i saw him at least once a week but we both never wanted to be serious yet cause of our last relationships welll.... 10 months later i wanted to be together with him but he said he could commit cause he still wasnt over his ex.. AWESOME!! i put all this time and energy into it and it got me no where and it hurt really bad cause i fell hard and like him alot. so i just backed off and started dating someone else a little.. well it turns out ha that i really like him and he wanted me to be his girlfriend but i said no... WHY? because i am a retard and i am still not over the first guy!! ugh so complicated and that is jsut a summary of it all not even the whole thing. complicated i know right? so what do i do?? oh ps there is a big difference in age between the two guys ugh see i make it so much harder!!

halloween

is coming fast!! i have heard a million commercals on the radio all day today for haunted houses and i just cant even wait to go to one!! i think the one that i mostly wanna go to is up in ogden called the haunted hollow. its three miles outside and takes about an hour to do which i think will be awesome and scary whooo im ready to get my scare on its going to be SAWEET!!!! ha i already know what i am going to be for halloween plus i already have like two or three parties i am going to be showin up at i i can bet you anything there will be more to come ha ha ha this halloween is going to be EPIC!!!!

commercial..

ha so tomorow for my work we are going to be filming a commercial for a car dealership up in ogden that my boss owns also. it should be pretty fun plus its supposed to be my day off but i will still get paid for it and i need the extra hours on this check cause my commision isnt the greatest the last three weeks so the more that i work the better i will be when i get my check. after work tonight i am going to aarons to do a heroes marathon starting with season one cause he has never seen it!! crazy guy that show is awesome he doesnt know what he is missing out on!!

ok so...

i was looking on my camera at all my pictures and i have pics all the way from last year!! jeez i am such a slacker i need to get on things and pring them off, buy picture frames, and freakin frame them already!!! i also just want you all to know how excited i am to finally have my best friend/ cousin to move back here to utah!! she is coming this friday and i am so so so so freakin happy i have missed her!!! i also cant wait for halloween and dress up as robin hood its going to be the shit!! wahoo!! alright well until next time.. gotta run and get back to work for the last half hour!

ha ha wow

i am REALLY bad at keeping up with this blog of mine! it has been months!!! hmm what is new... i no longer work at the edge motorsports. i havent for about two months. they went of of business and i know the guy that owns where i work now, he really wanted me to work for him and offered me a job so i accepted. i like it here so far and i will be making bank when we start hitting our busy time. i have met alot of new people the last year or so in my life and ove it. there really are some awesome people out there. i also have learned lots i always do every day. i am living in holladay but i hate living where i do so i am never home. i plan on getting surgery before my birthday. i am always going and going i always have lots to do in my life and most the time it is nice cause i am never bored but bad cause i dont have time for alot of things that i wish i did. for example... i havent seen my extended family for quite some time and i miss them, life just gets so crazy its insane. i have also figured out that i stress myself out WAY more than i should with dating i just make it super hard and i shouldnt i just need to relax thats for sure.

new new new!!!

well it has been a few months, i have gone through a lot. Ive shed quite a few tears and i have realized a lot of things... let me give you an update of my life. i will be 21 in 12 days!! crazy how time flies by so fast! before you even realize it another day and year has gone by. i am still working at the edge motorsports full time and i took a part time job along with my full time job for the summer. i am going to be working up at east canyon lake so that means i will be a work-a-holic this summer and working seven days a week! wow i will not even have a life! i am doing school this semester but it is almost over! i am just taking things day by day. my best friend/ cousin is moving to Arizona on Monday and i am really happy for her but i don't want her to leave i am having a hard time dealing with the fact that she is leaving but this is a really good opportunity for her and i wish her all the best. i am going to super cross here in salt lake in April and then i am headed to Vegas the first weekend in may for the super cross finally and i cant wait it should be a blast! i plan on also taking a trip to Arizona and hopefully Cali sometime this year. i went to the rascal flatts concert in February and it was AMAZING!!! i love them! i am so obsessed with shopping lately i need to stop ha i found my new favorite jeans!! they are true religions. meks, bke's, and big stars! i am still finding more every time i go shopping!